My previous post today was really just the tip of the iceberg at whats pissing me off. My problem isn't the growing Ron Paul camp or the patriotic-fencewalkers. I agree that any anti-Ron Paul folks should be viewed with upmost suspicion. Win or lose, he's bring a lot more of our ideas into the mainstream light and already shook up the beltway. Saying, "I'm not white power anymore, I'm a Ron Paul supporter" is top level retarded though.

Here's the thing though. I get sick of "oh the movement...it sucks! Why can't this thing build and then maintain itself!" I get so...sick...of...it. You can always hear the warning signs too. People start on "why can't this be more like the mob..." or "look at how things are in Europe..." Yes, and all the things you wish the movement was, just happened one day. Some lucky guy snapped his fingers and his perfect collection of like-mind people appeared, ready and focussed to get the job done. Once they figure out they aren't that guy in grass-roots political fairy land, they get upset with the movement. They toss the whole movement on their secret backyard pile of life failures and whine about it to anyone who will listen. What irks me even more is that they think you should pay close attention to what they are saying or even try to talk them out of it.

Whats even worse, these people nearly ALWAYS come back to the movement that they hate so much. One little shot in the arm later, here they are again until they get discouraged over some relatively minor setback. When I say minor, I mean minor. No, they don't go to prison, get shot, lose everything or anything like that (stuff thats happened to most of the old school guys around here who might bitch but at least hang in there). They don't get money they need for activism. They get kicked out of a crew. A wife/husband turns on them or trys to shut them down at least. They get mad at something one person does and then even more angry if people agree with them.

What kills me is all the people who really do soldier on and never give up. They NEVER speak up when someone is whinning about everything the movement is not. SPEAK out and tell these punks that if things fail, its all of our faults, not some phantom spirit called "the movement." David Duke can steal 1.8 billion dollars and thats got not a thing to do with me. KAS can be the new host of PeeWee's Playhouse---whatever. My honor and my accomplishments are my own and no, I won't fling them all at the wall because I feel inclined to act like a spoiled brat. Its bullshit and it does nothing but decrease the moral of people who have a positive outlook and it pisses off people like me.

Over the weekend, I went to a Christmas party. It was a pro-white function but not anything I have ever considered a big deal. Its kind of what we expect to be a locals-only, laid back event. I contemplated not going due to work issues. A the last minute, I decided again to go. This is after nearly everybody I knew had something more pressing to do. I got there a few minutes late and walked in to meet these guys who had driven all the way from Mississipi to be at this little event. These guys were in hog-heaven. They seemed like two orphans at Disney World. I've been to some really big events and didn't get as excited as these guys did. I'm kind of sorry to say that I gave the best speech of my life a few hours after seeing how motivated these guys were.

So to all you drama queens and 10-strokes out there, keep it to yourself. There are those of us who will be doing this through the good days and bad. We don't want to hear it. What you do here will reflect your life and vice versa. If you can't get it together for your people, then screw whatever you've got to show for yourself. Tired of this shit.