I'm by no means a perfect person, but this is all beyond comprehension to me. I suppose humanity has always been rotten but the white / black dynamic now seems to be the very worst of it. I literally feel like I'm living in a medieval castle that's been sacked, we've been disarmed, and our love ones are being carted off by barbarians and being raped and slaughtered in front of us. I feel literally like I'm going insane, that I'm trapped, I can't do anything, that these people around me are just demons. I can't sleep, I have trouble concentrating, I over analyze everything, it's like a flood. And no, I'm not going to do anything drastic, I could just help using some coping mechanisms.