This really has nothing at all to do with this forum or our beliefs, but my wife is not here and I need to talk about this. About half an hour ago, I accidentally killed a dog. I think it is well known that I am an unashamed animal lover. I even send donations to the ASPCA and PETA. I was cruising on my mountain bike up to the store a little while ago. The guy who owns the house just down the block has a beautiful black lab. She just had pups a couple months ago. I stop by every day he is outside with the pups and their mother. I play with them and shoot the shit with him for 5 or 10 minutes.

As I was zooming down the sidewalk past his house, one of the puppies ran out onto the sidewalk- and I ran right over it. I am 6 feet tall and weigh just over 200 pounds- it's spine snapped like a twig..... I threw my bike down and ran back. Far too late- the little guy was twitching with blood coming out of his mouth and ass. I kind of feel like killing myself at the moment. Tom said it wasn't my fault, but all I want to do right now is throw up. I love animals more than I like people. And I just crushed a cute little puppy to death. Had to talk about this. I think I am going to drink until I puke and pass out.