Has anyone here experienced a NDE (near death experience) ? Last Month I got Diverticulitis , tryed to treat it Myself with laxatives ect but I just got worse untill the toxins built up in Me so bad that I almost died. When I finally went to the Hospital my temp was 105 and I generally felt like the shit I was packed full of. I was put in the ICU and hooked up to antibiotics thru the IV, to try and get the toxins under control. The next Day the Doctor tells Me what My problem is and what needs to be done. I say " don't younz got some kind of roto rooter or something that goes up My ass and cleans that shit out of there ?" He said No its not done that way. I sign the consent papers and go to the operating room.

I remember being in the O.R. then it all goes dark , Then I see this small spot start to burn with an intense whitesh blue light that started getting bigger and bigger untill it enveloped everything around Me. as the light faded I found Myself as the Pilot of a giant Starship locked In a huge battle. And it seemed to go on for Days, and no matter what I did I always felt that I was loseing . It went on like this untill My ship was so badly damaged that I had to get out , I mean I really had to get out . But it wasn't that simple I was not just sitting there but I was wired in, and I had to unhook everything first. But for some reason My arms wouldn't work to un-hook Me . I remember an overwhelming sence of panic that I couldn't get out and the Ship was breaking up.

In the real world I started to pull off the EKG wires and pulled the tube out of My nose Before the Nurse and My wife grabbed My arms and straped me down. I got cut on Tuesday was kinda awake on Thursday , as My Wife says the lights were on but nobody was home. I myself didn't remember anything except the dream untill Sunday. What a trip !!

Yes I saw the Light ! just like the christians say , I didn't see any of My dead Loved Ones, not one not even jebus or his dad. I think that the Light is something that happens as your Brain starts to shut down , and You see what is rooted in Your subconscious Mind. I don't believe in god or any form of afterlife , but ever since I was a Kid I was fascinated by Space travel and sci-fi movies ,books ect.

Some People see Dead People and Heaven and jebus . well I got Star Wars! ITS ALL WHATS IN YOUR HEAD. I am convinced now more than ever that there is no god , its all bullshit to controll the masses. Discuss. Stan.