sometime I wanted whites to be evil racist for real. I wanted that we persecued blacks and other races like the jews lie we do, at least I would feel less raped in my soul. Instead we gave them civilization, a better life than they could ever dream off, technology, education, we allowed them to live with safity among ourselves. Just think about a white minority, poor, unneducated, without political power living in an african nation, think about what they would do to this white people.
I just can´t stand being a victym. I hate being exploited by my good will.

This blameshift consume me from inside. There is nothing worse than this.

Being the most gentle race, the most empathetic and understanding toward other races and have this used against us to a point they rape our women, murder Our children, torture them, set them on fire everyday and call us the evil ones, and we(as a race) believe.

I would prefer being the abuser than being abused. At least I wouldn´t feel so frustrated. But it is in or nature to be rightfull, this racial trait is what made us built the most advanced societys yet it is the same trait that is driving us to our grave nowadays, too rightfull to others than we forget to be rightfull to ourselves first.

The jew notice our racial characteristic and exploited it as a weakness. We need to get away of this trap somehow.