traditional family old world values. My evolvement to WN ideology was for the most part a long work in progress. This I still work on presently....

For starters, I was lucky enough to be born from a first generation American born family. 'Kwa values have nothing on the old world European sense of belonging. So I was rooted in ethnic nationalism first. The pride in being Nederlandish/Irish is part of my upbringing. Then, I evolved White racial nationalism just from growing up in a stinky cess pit like an American big city.

Ever attend public school? Well, above average intelligent white kids will either go on one of two paths: whigger multiculti loving egalitarism or white pride. I choose the latter. I was witness to all sorts of racial elements in public school. It was obviously in High School where I was thrown in with large numbers of nonwhites. My school was about 40% white, 35% nigger and the rest spic and asian. Yes, this was fortunate as it was one of the 'whiter' public highschools.
Now last I heard the school is over 65% nigg, the rest mostly spic. Whites departed in droves.
Anyway, where do I begin? nigg and spic gangs, whites not forming groups to combat them. Being called "cracker" all the time, having niggers and spics picking fights with white youth, not learning anything in classes with more then 4 or 5 niggers. Just all out witnessing the disfunctional ways glorified by the niggers and spics.

Then, it was off to College and the multiculti loving/white hating edjewcational system. The hypocrisy we all know. Nothing the 3rd worlders (nonwhites) do is ever their fault. Always the evils of the white man. Of course. And sadly to a certain extent I adhered to this. If you here certain things enough, you tend to subconscioulsy accept them. Yet, this was fleeting and intellectual masturbation as the real truth was ever present all around me.
I'm of course over simplifying here. I've known many nonwhites through the years and have worked and even socialized with many. Not always by choice. I knew once a good negro kid named Andrew whose dad was a minister. Andrew and I were buddies freshman/sophmore year of college. Not a bad kid, very Uncle Tom like since Andrew confied in me that he "hates niggers" and that hip hop nigg culture gives "all us blacks a bad name". Andrew was the smartest negro I've ever known. He had for the most part no other black friends. Ok, he was what we'd call a 'nerd'. Now the point in this story is that I learned that besides race, I hated the nonwhites also due to their attitudes, not just race per se.
9 out of 10 experiences with blacks is unfavorable, so I concluded blacks are bad. Simple logic here and oh so true.
Andrew was also a college Republican like me. But I was never really satisfied with this charade. So I would read more 'extreme' materials like Birch stuff, Rockwell, 3rd Reich prop. ALl quite interesting to me....and I can't even tell you why I would go and explore these books. I remember being in the University library and studying or working on outlines, etc. and then be finished and go off and read for pleasure. Like an inner voice from the deep of my DNA, I was drawn to these racialist works in an almost uncanny mysterious way.
I recall being fascinated by these bold words and amusing in your face cartoons of Der Sturmer.
The pictures in many of these books stared back at me and I knew we (what I would call the Conservative Republican Paleo Jefferson types) could never measure up to these black uniformed, straight as an arrow men with the skulls on their collars and cool looking helmets.
This was the SS.
Wow, it was a bolt from the blue. Our present day society sucked and the 3rd Reich was the only true system out to protect our race.
Coupled with interests in History and Military matters, the truth is pretty evident.

ok, I'm rambling here. Jews were 2 faced and always doing clever things. Not always the brightest but clearly the best at being foxes. In the real word of business, the jews you learn about real quick. Adept at being your friend when it suits them; then your worst enemy when it suits their interests as well. No loyalty ever to anyone but themselves. The book 'But is it good for the Jews?' is a good read into this idea. Btw, when I was younger I even attended a jewish Bar Mitzvah that I was invited to by a jewish school mate. Now yes, my folks were traditionally somewhat anti-semitic, but it was not like they said you must not socialize with any jews. So I went and was one of the few goy youth there. I remember a somewhat fancy party with music and silly dancing. I do recall some sort of lighting ceremony with numerous candles and such. Somewhat like a wedding reception but more self-important...did not think anything of this as I was not yet jew wise beyond the fact that this was some other strange religious faith.
I've had the experience of just knowing lots of different people, living in different places. And like clockwork it was a simple principle: places mostly inhabited by Whites ran and functioned better then places mostly inhabited by nonwhites.
Why complicate it any more then this? This is why sane people don't wish to reside in the ghettos.

The media is very pro-jewish and pop culture wishes to degrade the white man. This is mostly obvious to any intelligent person.
I would say I became more and more WN minded in College, then somewhat dropped out of this ideology after I was out in the real world for a few years. Then for whatever reason I got back into the "scene" around 9-11 and have educated myself more through the many interesting WN websites out there like VNN.

I am pretty normal (I'd like to think so, lol) and wel ladjusted and what has been disppointing is that the few times I have gone to meet other 'active' WN, they tend to not be the type of people that are good for me. Let's just put it this way. But there have been exceptions.
Not quite sure others opionions on this manner, but I just don't have that much in common with disenchated 20 yearold skinheads beyond the racial ideology. I would of course socialize with them, but I can't say they do not latch on to WN for more economic reasons then anything.

Yet, I am still a work on progress myself. I would love to meet some of the posters from this board one day. I'm convinced that our best hopes reside in forming small communities of like minds in various locals. There are some really bright people on this forum and this is why I keep coming back to VNN.
The question now is are we ready and able to take the next step?

I have many other racial stories about living in Amerikwa as a young white man in this white hating cuntry. You just evolve and grow as you experience life.
It is either jew wise or whiggerdom. How could I not choose being jew wise?

traditional family old world values. My evolvement to WN ideology was for the most part a long work in progress. This I still work on presently....

For starters, I was lucky enough to be born from a first generation American born family. 'Kwa values have nothing on the old world European sense of belonging. So I was rooted in ethnic nationalism first. The pride in being Nederlandish/Irish is part of my upbringing. Then, I evolved White racial nationalism just from growing up in a stinky cess pit like an American big city.

Ever attend public school? Well, above average intelligent white kids will either go on one of two paths: whigger multiculti loving egalitarism or white pride. I choose the latter. I was witness to all sorts of racial elements in public school. It was obviously in High School where I was thrown in with large numbers of nonwhites. My school was about 40% white, 35% nigger and the rest spic and asian. Yes, this was fortunate as it was one of the 'whiter' public highschools.
Now last I heard the school is over 65% nigg, the rest mostly spic. Whites departed in droves.
Anyway, where do I begin? nigg and spic gangs, whites not forming groups to combat them. Being called "cracker" all the time, having niggers and spics picking fights with white youth, not learning anything in classes with more then 4 or 5 niggers. Just all out witnessing the disfunctional ways glorified by the niggers and spics.

Then, it was off to College and the multiculti loving/white hating edjewcational system. The hypocrisy we all know. Nothing the 3rd worlders (nonwhites) do is ever their fault. Always the evils of the white man. Of course. And sadly to a certain extent I adhered to this. If you here certain things enough, you tend to subconscioulsy accept them. Yet, this was fleeting and intellectual masturbation as the real truth was ever present all around me.
I'm of course over simplifying here. I've known many nonwhites through the years and have worked and even socialized with many. Not always by choice. I knew once a good negro kid named Andrew whose dad was a minister. Andrew and I were buddies freshman/sophmore year of college. Not a bad kid, very Uncle Tom like since Andrew confied in me that he "hates niggers" and that hip hop nigg culture gives "all us blacks a bad name". Andrew was the smartest negro I've ever known. He had for the most part no other black friends. Ok, he was what we'd call a 'nerd'. Now the point in this story is that I learned that besides race, I hated the nonwhites also due to their attitudes, not just race per se.
9 out of 10 experiences with blacks is unfavorable, so I concluded blacks are bad. Simple logic here and oh so true.
Andrew was also a college Republican like me. But I was never really satisfied with this charade. So I would read more 'extreme' materials like Birch stuff, Rockwell, 3rd Reich prop. ALl quite interesting to me....and I can't even tell you why I would go and explore these books. I remember being in the University library and studying or working on outlines, etc. and then be finished and go off and read for pleasure. Like an inner voice from the deep of my DNA, I was drawn to these racialist works in an almost uncanny mysterious way.
I recall being fascinated by these bold words and amusing in your face cartoons of Der Sturmer.
The pictures in many of these books stared back at me and I knew we (what I would call the Conservative Republican Paleo Jefferson types) could never measure up to these black uniformed, straight as an arrow men with the skulls on their collars and cool looking helmets.
This was the SS.
Wow, it was a bolt from the blue. Our present day society sucked and the 3rd Reich was the only true system out to protect our race.
Coupled with interests in History and Military matters, the truth is pretty evident.

ok, I'm rambling here. Jews were 2 faced and always doing clever things. Not always the brightest but clearly the best at being foxes. In the real word of business, the jews you learn about real quick. Adept at being your friend when it suits them; then your worst enemy when it suits their interests as well. No loyalty ever to anyone but themselves. The book 'But is it good for the Jews?' is a good read into this idea. Btw, when I was younger I even attended a jewish Bar Mitzvah that I was invited to by a jewish school mate. Now yes, my folks were traditionally somewhat anti-semitic, but it was not like they said you must not socialize with any jews. So I went and was one of the few goy youth there. I remember a somewhat fancy party with music and silly dancing. I do recall some sort of lighting ceremony with numerous candles and such. Somewhat like a wedding reception but more self-important...did not think anything of this as I was not yet jew wise beyond the fact that this was some other strange religious faith.
I've had the experience of just knowing lots of different people, living in different places. And like clockwork it was a simple principle: places mostly inhabited by Whites ran and functioned better then places mostly inhabited by nonwhites.
Why complicate it any more then this? This is why sane people don't wish to reside in the ghettos.

The media is very pro-jewish and pop culture wishes to degrade the white man. This is mostly obvious to any intelligent person.
I would say I became more and more WN minded in College, then somewhat dropped out of this ideology after I was out in the real world for a few years. Then for whatever reason I got back into the "scene" around 9-11 and have educated myself more through the many interesting WN websites out there like VNN.

I am pretty normal (I'd like to think so, lol) and wel ladjusted and what has been disppointing is that the few times I have gone to meet other 'active' WN, they tend to not be the type of people that are good for me. Let's just put it this way. But there have been exceptions.
Not quite sure others opionions on this manner, but I just don't have that much in common with disenchated 20 yearold skinheads beyond the racial ideology. I would of course socialize with them, but I can't say they do not latch on to WN for more economic reasons then anything.

Yet, I am still a work on progress myself. I would love to meet some of the posters from this board one day. I'm convinced that our best hopes reside in forming small communities of like minds in various locals. There are some really bright people on this forum and this is why I keep coming back to VNN.
The question now is are we ready and able to take the next step?

I have many other racial stories about living in Amerikwa as a young white man in this white hating cuntry. You just evolve and grow as you experience life.
It is either jew wise or whiggerdom. How could I not choose being jew wise?

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